That's what SHE said

Me: Maybe one day all of us can go out for a drive.
Mummy: Hmm...
Me: Let me use the magic words. Maybe one day all of us can go out for a drive, as a family.
Mummy: *makes snoring sounds*

Me: Mum, how is it like, knowing that you and ayah are stuck together forever.
Mummy: *looks at me strangely* He's my life partner. If he's not here, I'll feel like something's missing.
Me: *inward awww*

Jallen: Were you the guy that sent me that anonymous email?
Me: I'm a girl, doofus. *snickers*
Jallen: I meant "guy" in a generic way.
Me: Is there such a thing as "guy in a generic way"? I thought "guy as in genetic way".

Me: I love Lament's concept. Gauging magic by the amount of musical talent you have. Unique. Also, faeries are getting more dangerous the more books I read. >.>
Dawn Metcalf: LOL! Soon they'll just eat your face and sparkle a lot.
Me: Those beautiful, vicious beings.
Dawn: Are we still talking fairies or book bloggers?

Bao Wen: What's ___?
Me: *looks at Sunita*
Sunita: *looks at me*
All three of us: *looks at Tian*
Tian: *enthusiastically* You know! It's the essential part of _____. *makes hand motions*

Sunita: I haven't done the Marketing tutorial.
Me: It's okay, I got from Siti already.
Siti: Yes, now gimme 50 cents.
Bao Wen: Her work is only worth 50 cents.
Siti: *smacks her forehead*

And the best one...
Mummy: Is it this Sunday?
Me: Yeah, it's this Sunday.
Nina: I have exams this Sunday!
Me: I only chose to go because you wanted to go, and now you can't go?

Hello!

I am sick.

*cough*

For the past week, which is a big deal, which is why I'm blogging about this. OKAY? :D But I'm also in a good mood, just because. I don't have anything to blog about. This is sad. Oh yeah. I just remembered why I'm in a good mood:



*cough*

I wish it'd actually happen like in the movies, because
1) it was more like I'd taken a dip in the swimming pool before going home,
2) it was freezing cold; my toes shriveled *sobs*,
3) there was no soundtrack in real life,
4) if I did some dance steps, I would trip and get my butt wet,
5) if I opened my mouth to sing, I would choke on the rainwater, and lastly,
6) I bet they wouldn't get sick if
7) there was no umbrella.

Even my magic tudung was soaked. ):

Off to studying for EFMA (Don't get me started on today's ICAs) and tutorials. Reviews, interview questions and actually writing for non school stuff. Okay, I'll leave you guys here, I'm wheezing again. Bye!

So you think this post is about you

It's hard for me to trust someone. Therefore when something happens that makes me lose my trust and respect for you, the chances of you getting it back is very low. Because when that happens, you're of little consideration to me. And on the off chance I do give you a second chance, which I always do, the trust and respect will still be gone.

No, I'm not perfect.
I'm not high and mighty, or egoistic.
I just know myself.

Do you know yourself?

I give a lot of myself to all of the relationships I have, and if you don't realise that, that's not my loss, is it? If I can accept my faults, admit my mistakes and change for the better, why can't you? Sorry to be judgemental, but if you expect this much from me, you should give the equal in return.

You wanted it, and now you got it.

Third Week

It's over, and I've gone back to my old ways. Bad bad bad. So tired, I don't feel like doing my tutorials now, but I gotta do it, but I know I won't do it today. I gotta get a (few) jobs too, to help sponsor little sis for her trip to Europe?

Sad, to think of it. She gets to go to Europe and travel the world while I'm stuck at home.* I wanted to be the smart one, the one who can support our family, the entrepreneur, but it looks like it's her. And I'll be the what?

Extra. The one with the lousy ideas, who does things half cocked.

*She's going off to Europe alone! ZOMG! Who's going to take care off her? The school better not push away responsibility by making us sign an indemnity form, because dang it, if my sister is going to go to a far off land, you better take care of her. EVERY PART OF HER AND HER BELONGINGS. >;(

Not to say that I'm not proud of her, I am, truly. And as for travelling the world, it will happen, but going to Mecca is my first priority. We were joking, that if we won the grand prize in the McDonalds Monopoly game* we'd send the rents off to complete their haj, then we'd pay the debts off and then only maybe go on a trip or two, saving a bit in the bank.

*which is a great marketing strategy. You shoulda seen how much McD I ate. Too much McD = Liyana size of a hot air balloon,

Oh, all right, so that was my plan.

But since $50k didn't drop into my lap today, it just means that Ima have to work now and study hard to get a good job. It's okay if I don't go to uni (no no no no, I wanna go uni, but we don't have the cash, and I don't exactly have the grades) as long as I get a good, steady, well paid job and our family can live comfortably.

This post should have been named "Lost hopes and dreams don't make you a lost cause".
















I'll meet you there soon. :D

Sigh

I don't do well with stress, especially when people are crowding around trying to make themselves heard. From me wanting to please everyone, in the end I'm like all "heck care, let's just get this thing over with".

Sorry people, for shouting at you guys.

School starts tomorrow

Eeeeyeeeeeeeeer.

*makes puking sounds*